The reason this letter is hard is because I haven't spoken to you in a long time and you really don't have a reason to reply to me. Also there isn't a really easy way to say what's happened recently because it sounds too casual or not big enough. I'm not longer in the family, either. It's finally happened. Even if I would go back I doubt I'd be welcome, by now I'm probably a hole in the tapestry, same as you.
My friends are being great and everything, lovely mates, but I think I need to talk to you. I know that this looks really shoddy of me to ask you, I feel really shoddy if that helps, although I don't know why it should. If you'll see me, name your time and place. I have a feeling you'll understand, is all.